Happy Birthday!

Dear FutureMe, Well, Happy 37th Birthday! I am writing you this letter on Oct. 6, 2009, 5 years ago. Right now I am very confused about my future. I do not know what will happen with my relationship with John. Will we get married and have children? I wish I knew now what i know now :-) Regardless if you are married or have children, I hope that you are living in the present, and not the past or the future. Always remember how blessed you are and no matter how bad you are feeling, there are many people who have it much worse than you do. However, if you are still hoping and wishing for things that you do not have, please promise me that you will take control of your life. I love you very much! 31 year old me