howdy partner!!

Dear FutureMe, k umm..its new year time....WHERE R U PRACHI!!!! u have no idea how much u hav no idea right now...its 21st july 2007 and 0445 pm.... and ur bored as usual...AND iswear, swear ud give anything to know where/which college ud be this year!!! hmmmmmmmmmmm!! its frusterating! aur u hav a 'tond' now...thts a hindi wrd btw, aaj kal, u wake up at arnd 9, atleast u try...ha...babys always in ur room, infact shes to your room as u type...(walking towards the bed forst then the key..) she pooed in ur room too, yesterday and it wasnt pleasent. ure wearing a dress right now, and relations wth dad suck as usual, i really wonder if they ever gnna b good, 'good' is too hard and precise f a word t use..and u havto get ur visa renewd this monday....todays saturday...and ure hoping amity takes u bak,...its really a 'wonder' question. pata nahi kya hoga..thts one really true line. i watch scrubs alot and so hav a habbit of talking t myself like JD. oh please chek out turks dance t make u feel better:D happy new year prachi.....2008...all i cn say is HIT ME! as if life hasnt smacked u on the face enough......oh btw u hav no bf and i knw it as a fact...lol. tht reminds me u were busy flirting wth pranav yesterday...abhimanyu-the london guys headed away for the weekend...*watevr* umm abhimanyu nagpal tho was TRYING to hit on u...JUS nt ur type...doesnt ring a bell...and ummm...u miss reesh, she hasnt ben online fr 2 days nw im guessing, it seems like a week....also kim was online and told u abt her break up, u also sketching over the past few days and made quite a few impressiv stuff , if nt f ranyone else,, bt def for me!(ad lovd it) and speaking of aadhar gupta, i was recently remembering the good times we had in amity and the truth is wudv dated him fr sure if it wsnt fr him leaving tht fuckin yr! and i knw we wudv been much much better than wth wat i landed up wth..SHIT. exactly..its going t rain in shanghai pretty soon, uv also gained almost 4 kgs over the past few days and are in the process f enjoying life.evn wth alota sht around bt the point is uv learnt t liv wth it. i really wonder wat god wants. hav amazing gorgeous food here.:D im serious. so i wonder hw things r with pranav,,u guys met or has the magic gone/? coz i cn also bet it has. ey larki, drink tonite. and try to drink hard. u need it,hope u find a frd to drink with. drink to life. drink to dreams. drink to living ur dreams. ure a positiv person and u dnt luk down at urself. ur good at the following things: and b4 tht letme remind u wat pranav called u the other night- ure an understanding, charming angel with whom he wants t hav coffee. lol i m funny, ure good at: crying at urself talking/humiliating urself in public....good things prachi, think of the good things.....umm u cn sketch really well...evn aadhar thinks ur artistic- nw thts hugE!..it is. u cn cook now:D tht tomato-egg dish and dal.....and u lik it now...how cool is tht. oh i hope no assholes troubling u.wait...u dnt let them trouble u.ha! and ummm, (i dnt really knw y bt u joind facebook and gt outa hi5) good choice. the baby is clever, annoying is the right word.,and gets crazy at times. abhimanyu sharma is petrified bt the thot of someone else speaking in an accent arnd him, specially u. hows aastha? khyati? kim?(hav u called her):O:O swathi? and aadhar..? these ppl are ur very own personal ppl tht u ahvto make a point t keep in touch with,dnt u dare let me down. *thunder* huge one. tld u itll rain. dear god, pls talk sense into my dad. somehow,anyhow. i hope ur happy prachi, take care f reesha n ramit. thyre ur kids. talk sense t em, pls dnt start and end wth shit like u do most of the time. love mami, mamu, nanu nani, keshu-kanav, they own it. love to maaji, shes ur ma. love you mom. will always do anytime f the yr.:P lastly and the most important thing GOODBYE FUCKING FUCKED UP YEAR WEN HELL BROKE LOOSE. like it always does. u hated the first part f the year FOR SURE, hope the latter bought some stability in ur life. and to remind u, u luk for stability, happiness and comfort..and the feeling being content. god bless u prach. do th right thing. always. abhi ke liye, u drink to urself! love you, you!