A letter from September 28th, 2011

Dear FutureMe, Right now I am sitting in Carlson Library aka CLUB CARLSON on the 3rd floor with the two lovely ladies of Kappa Delta: Kristen Neuhaus and Angelina Tomallo. I am currently typing on my white MacBook with a Yoshi decal, studying for anatomy and awaiting OChem 1 lecture taught by some trick name Rachel.. I mean Kana Yamamoto. Yeah. If I end up with an A in the class, then I can pretty much do anything. WORSE PROFESSOR EVER. Ever ever. Life is pretty great right now. I feel like I can be whoever I want to be, and I feel like I'm a better version of myself. But I'm constantly worrying about getting into the PharmD program.. to the point where sometimes I just lay in bed at night and can't sleep. I mean, I guess it's not the end of the world if I don't make it.. but it's what I've wanted since junior year in high school. I'm sending this email before undergraduate graduation just to see if I have accomplished some of my goals. I would like to be in a relationship with someone who I absolutely love and trust, who has a great sense of humor, and who is just a great person all together. I know it's weird coming from a college "frat" boy, but I'm different. And my fraternity is different. Side note, I can't FREAKING wait for epsilon ritual. And then hopefully Brother/Mentor afterwards. Anyway, I hope to have gotten into the PharmD program, have a job, and some leadership positions whether on exec for SigEp or mortar board, etc. I wonder if I'll have minor ADD still when I'm 21. I hope my little(s) will be sweet. Here are some random things: What does HFF mean? Jangus and Travis C. are probably the two people that I'm the closest to in the chapter. It's annoying how girls abbreviate everything. Such as: Randy, Vom, Obvi, ...yeah Dubstep is incredible. Yup. I have to poop so bad right now. Ok.. I'm going.. brb. Much better. The toilet paper here sucks. Favorite band is City and Colour, Mike Posner, and Skrillex. Well.. this is it. Can't think of anything else. NEVER A FAILURE, ALWAYS A LESSON. Make me proud.