Hey future me, a letter from your past self.

Dear Future Me, How have you been doing? Have you been happier lately? I really do hope so. Here in the past you used to be so depressed and unhappy, always feeling alone and having those awful moodswings. Hey, future self? I hope you take better care of yourself now. I hope you look back at the past and not worry yourself about what happened back then. I really hope you've been working hard to achieve your happiness. Do you have a boyfriend yet? Or do you like anyone? Are you still friends with Cathrine, Chase and Luke? What about Noah? I hope you haven't lost those wonderful friendships you used to cherish so much. Future self? I hope you learned to love yourself for who you are, when back then you hated yourself so much. Remember that you're so pretty.. Don't give up because of a few words others said to you. Listen to your own advice from your younger self, will you? For once? Oh future self, I really hope you're doing well, I know you can cope through it. I hope everything is going well with your mum too, and that you're both happy. Life is beautiful out there you know, you just have to find it. Hey, future self? I love you, your friends love you, your family love you. Don't you ever forget it! You're not alone and you never will be. I hope you learned a lot more than I have over the year about the things that will happen in my future and your past. You probably made a lot of mistakes as usual, but don't let it get to you. You deserve to be happy after all! It would be wonderful to find out that you're doing much better than your past self did. I hope you're doing better in studying too! I mean, you were pretty darn lazy in the past. Well, I definitely am! But I hope in the future I pick myself up and sort out the mess I am in right now. Because geez, I really need it. Hey, past self? Do you still read books? Roleplay? Write? Did you finally learn to play your guitar like you promised you would? Do you draw? Is your inspiration back finally? I hope so! Did you start youtube like you wanted? I hope many people watch your videos and enjoy them if you did! I hope you finally learned that people find you pretty, the nose you have, the eyes, your hair. Your smile, the way you laugh and speak. Your wonderful accent. Future self? Love yourself. Hey future self, I do wonder.. Have you finally thought of a career that you want to pursuit? Or are you still as confused about life as your past self is? Don't worry about it, you have plenty of time to figure out. You're still in school although the time will be ending soon, but don't get upset over it! Take a leap of faith and believe that you will be fine! I believe in you from the bottom of my heart!! Hey Diana... Have you gotten over your heartbreak already?.. Do you feel better now? I hope so.. I hope that the scars on your skin don't bother you anymore, they're simply tiger stripes that you won in a fight. I'm sure you'll find someone you love dearly and you'll hold them close to yourself. It will happen, you just wait. Well, this is actually hard to write. I have so much to tell you, future me. Honestly, so much to tell you that I don't know where to start. But for now, I just wanted to tell you these words that you never used to tell yourself, but you told everyone else. I know it's hard to take up your own advice, but think of this as an another person talking to you, yeah? Remember Nox? And Valentine? And all your characters? The blog with the bios you once wrote? You were so creative and amazing back then! I hope you still are, and I hope you improve day by day. Writing this actually is making me tear up, that's how emotional I feel about this, jesus. I know at some points it's hard for you, but it's all part of the grand ride you are having. Don't waste too much of your life being sad, because you are pretty epic and wicked hah! I love you, future me. Maybe in the future you'll look at this with confusion before laughing. Or maybe you'll tear up and curl up and just cry. Whatever it may be, I hope you understand that.. Well.. It's okay. Everything is okay. It will be. I believe in that. So anyway, I guess for now it's a goodbye. Or not really a goodbye. It's more of.. A.. Hello. One day I will become you and I will be stronger! Till then, see you! Keep your head up high and believe in youtself!!! Ps: I hope cold weather and winters don't bug you as much as they used to >~< Your dog needs some snow too at times!! LOVE YA'!