A letter from July 26th, 2019

Dear FutureMeAssalamua'likum Ami 2019 Ami exactly 5 years ager Aro beshi Karon ami chay eita tumi 25th march ei pao Birthday er jonno na Tumi jano i don't believe eishob e Eita eijonno karon ami chay tumi ektu special feel koro. Okay so first of all, i want you to know je tumi 'bravest ' na holeo, tumi brave ^.^ Koto kichu hoise 4ht july, ups n downs, hsc tension, maeesha, shreshtha bla bla kottto kichu Allah didn't leave you... He didn't let you down. Its okay to cry sometimes Feel sorry, not being able to figure out anything but believe me once it's over you will exactly relaize je eishob keno hoise Okay so amar kotha boli, shob to janoi ki r bolbo. But ami sure shob mone nai apnar >< Bipasha ke ami almost harai felsilam Nafi or shathe relationship e chilo She hated me Amar phone uthano na Hsc er oi time e Then shob jana jani howar por, she realised shob And ami oke block kore dei O amar basha tei chole ashe Idk eigula bhalobasha kina....ami ******* janina Maeesha chole gelo....she used to love me ektu holeo taina? Tomar ki mone hoi? Or amake diye ki kichhu jai ashto na? Ami na or life e constant chilam? Or best friend chilam? Oi na bolto je tui onek bhalo? Tahole exactly what went wrong tumi ki bolte paro? Eiiiiiiii darao! Ei tomar ki biye hoye gese?! Ei tomar bor kemon? Bhalo? O tomake bhalobashe to? Ami to tumiy tumi to amiyy Tai ik you please jhogra koro na okay? Olpo te kede diyona... Jano, ekhon fardin er shathe amar onek jhogra hoi maramari hoi, r in the end, amiy kadi Mahin er shathe temon kichhi nai Boro hoye gese Gap hoye gese Amader family happy Abbu ammu majhe majhe, actually prai e jhogra kore Abbur mejaj kharap hoye gese somehow R koyekdin por e chole jabe so ekhon thikase But Rojar mashe se je ki obostha! R ekta shotti kotha boli? Eishob jhamelar main karon je alauddin Prochondo barabarii kore abbu unake niye and full family niye Tomakei boltesi r kaoke na amake kharap bhebo na -.- r bhabbao ba keno Tumiy to ami xD Ami ekta meyer dayitto nisi Jama kapor kine oke pathai Ami chay, tumi arekbar tar khoj nao Keshobpur, tiger moar, riyad electronics  01710974759 Ei je number Achha tomar ki babu ache? Meye na chhele? Achha tomar shoshur shashuri kemon? Bhalo? Tumi ki amake chhesra bhabcho? :) Bhebo na please Tumi jano i talk to you Amon bhebo na Ami ekhon o restrictions ei thaki Tomar to moja Eka eka ghure berao, keo thamanor nei Sed Life Ami ekhkno ranna korte parina Ei kichu din agei ami jerin jyoti singara banalam Bishhash kor bhai, rubber er moto hoise So ma'am apni ki paren ranna korte? Khawa jai? Ammu abbu mahin fardin maeesha naima bipasha samiha apu nafi bhaiya eder ki obostha shobar? Sherstha seju suraiya rumi era? Shob thik thak? Yaaaaaaay Alhamdulillah! Okay ami jai okay? Ajke abar barshar bhai er bou bhaat Ghum ashchhe Ami panda😂 Aj Friday! I ll pray for youuuuuuu Allah Hafez!