Dear FutureMe, its november 7th and I honestly don't know how to feel right now. I hate myself and honestly i kinda want to die but i don't know. I don't even know if you'll get this letter when its 2024 and you're 20. Hopefully you figured out or at least sorta know what you want to do in life. I'm writing this cause I'm at a point in life where i feel kinda hopeless but when you read this ... I hope u smile.I hope that you're crying but because you got through it and i hope you're happy. Im crying right now but you already knew that. I know a lot of things had changed in those 4 years. Like friends,family but you mostly. You better know how to drive,traveled, and do a lot of things with your best friend and if not do one of those things right now.Anyways my relationship with our parents has been so bad this year Im not even gonna lie but when u read this maybe it got better who knows.There's so many things i want to write about today but i rather not. I don't want to ruin your mood whenever you're reading this.I just hope you're doing better then you are right now and that u make 16 year old me proud.
Epilogue
2 days later
Dear past Me, Its november 7th 2024.....tbh about a month ago u wanted to die so idk if this is like a just a repeated thing with u being depressed...
Yeu'ro won igtetgn sltea at lal dna utb pleh. Extn sa twen gsiene ru lwel dna on thrytssicaip eewk ot ouy a ypochiostgls ryou was a own a see dan go egctisyglnoo. . . . Sdtocor lota fo os oalt. A see as hbt o'dtn abd i nthgi tshi utb. Nay rvnee pelh adh oyu lear. . A tsi long ktoo i ealt tmei ubt bht ti ehtn btrete vreen sesug. Yrou sa adn ngkwoir smde nesic dahe well tsi aeclr eendosisrp nda eneb dahd elsfe reboef on dna moolyg yreuo' tno sa ofr. Yllnafi ouy fro salo ahdd tgo ndiaogsde. Nca urb rdmataci utb u elki atth btu in asyalw i aslyaw u it bnige owknn uoy ni efac altaes weer yhe ive ttah udbm it sdtrcoo swa ielk nigbe amed tmdarica felt eefl. But by own n'satw syaawl ekli it duanro i cine iev em enbe ti lsfee fetl aneltaddvii yvoeener taht. Ot hwat owkn do i atnw i yyaawsn orsat. I boj it rtbete ot a suaec i cealp usjt enam thrgi ni my afacniinl eb thec nteh a oogd troeh ntaw dna bisoehb teg suuerp toin flee to wno. Ttah thesre os. . Fo ncheagd tgnihs lsao has lota. But its also oppeel os telf keli aymn epolpe mte ouy fytif ffyit new. . . . ): much with i nw)dos phapy ouyr tihw sapt ktnih oury ihwt hinaripstelo mi it this ot rtbete vrdie btoh htat nda hwo uhogr uyo neeb utb fo tgo naetspr reowd(msno seugs i iscen so talo psu onkw sha homtn. U im tol ceusa todn' i doucl u eignima my ucdlo thnik iurn uoy gto ti i btu emor reev anht a went agld ouhthgr odom ughothr wokn eploep umc,h os. Of 'ondt u ewtn im' tghryienev if nowk hte by duopr rof tpeised ihsphdars i ohhtrgu rudop givlni wnko roslyuef i u be lal me u gothrhu :) uodlw of but adn ginog. Ot rhghei uyro llwi i'm own ihhgre eht and odl ot i higrt viel citxeaptonse derol pu dan and s0r2y cmhu etg okwr go.
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