A letter from February 4th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey Nick how are you doing? I uhh.... Just wanted to try this out because it was interesting so how is life treating you? Hopefully you get to see this if everything goes well. So what happen to Tord? Has he talked to you? Maybe he is back at tik tok? You know that I know already do the answer to these questions but I'm just really hoping that it changes you know? Anyway so did you figure out if you like them? If so did you tell them? Maybe not It's currently: Feb 4, 2021 8:12 In the class before it starts If you are seeing this then.... Does that mean you stayed?.... Did you leave?.... Hopefully not.... Did they go to the same school as you? Did they stay with you? If not do you have new friends? I know that we were in the same school you would of try to not have friends to they don't have to deal with your ********..... I know life is hard and stupid right now and maybe you just want to scream..... I honestly don't know what to tell you.... I'm only 13 and I know know what to do in my life and you know that I've been stressed out about school and **** Talking about that are you still crying your self to sleep when you think about him? Do you still think of what he told you the last time he was at the phone? Part of me wants to get over it and stop the pain that I feel but the other part doesn't want to forget about it. It's like I was to feel the pain for doing that to him. That I deserve the pain for what I did. So.... Have you? If so how do you feel? If not how do you feel? When you see this by now I'm assuming that you already got a job right? If so have you meet any interested people? Have you become a better Artis? After the coronavirus what happened to the world? What happened to society? What happened to the internet? How much did everything change? I know I'm just asking alot of questions that I won't get a answer to but I just.... I don't know Anyway when you see this and remember how I want to do this If not I'll tell you Once in awhile I'm going to write you a letter that you'll see and probably reflect on how weird you were as a 13 year old *****. Oh and that reminds me have you grow? if so how much? Because if you remember right now I think that I haven't grow that much because other kids my age look a lot older than me so just wondering 😜 I don't what to say but I'll write another one if I feel like it. Oh and I'm assuming that you'll still read fanfiction to I'm at the end I'm going to put the fanfiction that I'm currently on Right now I'm in Denton Slayer [Reader insert] Well bye for now And also happy 18th birthday 🎉 I believe your 18 sorry if I got it wrong Sincerely Past Nick