A letter from Dec 29th, 2021

Dear Future Me, I'm currently not loving life right now. I feel so broken and alone. Its as if no one can hear me, I feel like I'm drowning in a pool of words that turn into sentences, and soon enough into lectures just from the people around me that take away a piece of my identity each time. I feel unheard. I'm screaming, I'm yelling, I'm even screeching but no one ever asks me how I'm doing. I just hope we're able to make a lot of great, the best, relationships with people, with classmates at school, with our mom and dad, our brother, our family. Even people outside of school, hopefully you have a good social life and maintain good relationships so you don't feel so lonely. I used to think being alone was the best thing ever, not having anyone to bother or irritate me but I've come to realize I need to have human interactions to feel less alone. Just be nice, not just to others, but also to yourself :)