A letter from Jan 29, 2023

Dear Future Me, Your Life may not be limitless but it has its possibilities. You have a choice to live your life preparing for the end, to live your life afraid of the end, or to live your life for the moment and because of the end. Stop trying to figure out why we are here, how we came to be, who to worship, or even how to make life truly eternal. That's just wasting your time and life. You don't want die before you even start living you should die knowing you've truly lived. Life isn't a game it's an adventure and it's your choice to enjoy it or be scared of it. I myself am a little bit scared of it but I don't have to be I just have to enjoy it weather god is real or not. I'm scared of the end especially sense my parents died before I ever got to know them but that doesn't mean I have to live my life in sadness sorrow and regret. It just means I can keep their love in my heart and live life withe a positive attitude and a dash hope. Because my life is mine to live and I only get one so I'm gonna enjoy it till the end. Now that you are sixteen don't rush just go with the flow and seventeen will make its way to you.