A letter from Oct 25, 2023

Dear FutureMe and hello to you champ....today is 25th oct , I litteraly have a cat today on programming and lemme tell u i dont even feel like going through them, honestly campo is kinda crazy but tuff in disguise. Heres where u get to try new things that u couldnt do at home. Atleast i have my elecronic gadgets that i didnt have in highschool thats a flex honestly considering the fact that i love love music yk....now i get to access it anytime. Anyways am grateful for the life i have today ik many people dead rn would wish to have the privillage. Im kinda curious to see how the me in dec would turn out to be. I hope uve left the poeple who u chose to hold onto yet they gave up on u quite early. Nostalgia would kick in if i mention names but anyways idgaf its their life anyways. I hope u stopped crushing on that one mf or two perhaps in my Computer Science class since everytime i see her i just get confused. Well hopefully shell get to read this in her afterlife lol. I wish i would go back home to my family and just cry,rest in my warm and comfy blankets....I hope your emotions are numb and u dont show anyone love who doesnt show it back to you. I pray that all the hommies I stopped talking to may come back we rekindle things and leave on a good term since i miss them like crazyy . Meeehn God please hold my hand and distance me from the negative peer influence around me. Guide me and lead me to a church since honetly i kinda miss worshipping u. I hope the level of poverty gives me chills and atleast i started sth that is income generating in one way or another. Today we have a service in church and am missing it bcoz i have to study proramming. whoever said nothing comes for free was **** right afterall bcoz now i wish i could skip the " Process" bcoz its tending to be **** hard. Aside from that bro i feel like many girls are just liars, now am realising juice world was right when he said they are all the same. some of them did me dirty bro but others like jeby told me that money equilizes all the demerits a ***** can have and make them be too hot for no reason.Bro tuffy and Ivy lied that they would be down to hang out w me but they trully didnt want nothing to do w me Those r the people i wont loose trace of when i get big globally, they motivate me to work harder ngl. I hope I get gf really soon bcoz single life is also tending to be boring lol. I manifest for money and spiritual success aswell and a nice loyal beautiful and good gf/wife, but im also not in a hurry bcoz i might aswell trip and fall into a trap. IDC the tribe tho dont be kisii idek why that tribe isnt loved but anyways thas alll man i have less to say at this point but this was just me Letting my intrusive thoughts out bcoz i felt lazy writing this in a whole diary. Ndege .... Uve won buddy! U managed to take her away from me but ill never conceed defeat out loud. was told u were from nairobi school dammit....our rivary school ifykyk anyways as for u shawty it was a good game playing w me n now am done...am just signing out i hope this feeling of contantly being around u for no reason ends and i get back to my normal grinding weird self. SEE YOU SOON CHAMP ! STAY HUMBLE AND STAY HUNGRY .....PEACEEEEE !!!!