answer these questions truthfully

Dear FutureMe, i wanted you to realize the things youve passed by as you lay sitting and whinning instead of being who you are.. i have questions.. you were compliant with mother's orders, and now youre nowhere near where you wanted to be..are you happy now? you lost your virginity instead of saving it for marriage..was it worth the waste? youve pushed away all the people in your life, because you failed to compramise..do you feel alone yet? theres one thing ive learned through the years, and that is to know when to read minds..are you taking advantage of knowing what these "best intention" are for? you run away from me to love someone who would care less of my love, you rape me and keep me awake at night..when will you ever wake up so i can finally go to bed? never forget who you are..will you do that for me observer?