Dear Future Me.

Dear FutureMe, I think that my favorite song right now is "Electric Feel" by MGMT. It's even my myspace profile song! Did you delete your lame Myspace and realize that it's a waste of time, or do you still waste hours and hours slaving over it for no reason? What about Facebook? And how's it going with Tyler? Do you still talk to him or are you finally admitting that you totally love him? Maybe that sounds too creeper-ish. Oh...and by the way, I hope you're still using the words "creeper" and "bum". Those two words are too funny to forget about! Anyways, have you admitted your undying love for Tyler yet (just kidding!) Have you at least KISSED him yet? Chances are, yes, you have but then you got scared and stopped talking to him. Don't be stupid and let that make you two feel awkward around each other. Is Josh still insanely gay, or is he beginning to seem like a normal human? And what happened with that pervy skeez Nick? You know, the guy who looks just like Nick? The one you liked until you found out he thought you were a slut? And do people STILL think you're a slut? Because I know you're not. And your true friends know that. How are Devin, Shawn, Jenny, Rachel (tall), Rachel (short), Damika and Gordon? What about all those guys that sit at the downstairs lunch table? Are you still sitting with them? And what about that total bitch Heather? Is she still giving you shit about AJ? Fuck her! Just forget about her and AJ and all their little cronies. AJ is a total monopolizer and a total dick. Ignore him if he EVER texts you again. I hope you've realized a couple of things.... -Be nice to people even if you can't stand them or their voice or whatever -Even if you're hurt inside, don't let it show. Just be happy that you're fortunate enough to have a roof over your head and food on your plate. -Live every day to the fullest extent that you can. Do something every day that you haven't done the day before. -Don't be slutty to make yourself feel good. The attention feels good at the time, but it comes back and bites you in the ass later on. TRUST ME ON THIS ONE. -Don't trust one person with everything, unless it's Kat or Erika. I know you can trust them with anything. -Don't shut yourself off from people either though. If they know you're having a bad day, tell them about it, but don't bash people. It's better not to get involved in lame middle-school gossip. -Value your friendships. You don't know how many good friends you will have in this lifetime, and you should cherish the friends you have right now. -Lastly, just be happy. Don't cut anymore. I know it may seem hard not to do it because your life feels pointless, but it WILL get better. Talk to someone when you want to do it. It's stupid to hurt yourself over stupid shit right now. "You have so much to live for" I know more than one person has said this to you, and it's true. High school seems like bullshit, but it's the outcome of it that counts in your life. Steal Tyler's hat some more, or just make him buy you one for your birthday this year. And you better keep in touch with Katty and Erika and Lindsy and all of your good friends you've made this year, bitch! Have fun at Warped Tour with Katarina. Remember: ONEMOREBABY! (This is the big one, girlie!)