A letter from June 6th, 2014

Dear 31 years old me, Hellooo...?? Haha. It's really been a month since I've wrote a letter to you. Well I must cross out the diary section and daily writin of letters in my dream book. I don't do it always now. Often. I don't know why I've become so inconsistent of my own attitude as well. Maybe due to my busy schedules? You know the reason why I write right? Or maybe not. Because you are so oblivion in many things, let me help you remember. :DD Today you wear your knitted pink blouse with your blue jeans. I meant it literally though it's length is just below the knee and your pink ballerina like shoes. Well, I suppose your confidence comes just because you really know how much you can dress ravishingly with simplicity. This is not only the point. today is TFIOS movie. :) Though you didn't finish the book you decided to go because a.) Sheryl invite you. b.) It's because you're curious. Now I know why. I've been there. Anyway not only you watch a melo-rom-drama movie but truly something inspiring. John Green place the words in its proper place I admire his writings being real. humorous too. Anyway, I know myself you'll be reading it soon. aybe you've done it. Right now is not the right time yet. Supposedly. Haha. Here's what I want to remind you and what I've learn today: 1) As long s you're alive, HOPE is there. 2) The deadliest disease might be to live your life like you are dead. 3) PAIN DEMANDS TO BE FELT. 4) Hazel Grace tells me to be a realist and embrace reality. She helps me to live my life gracefully. and.. Augustus Waters is too impossible to be put in reality. Telling a woman beautiful several times is incomprehensible and might make my heart a granite. :))))) Respectfully yours, 21 years old me