Time Travelled — about 7 years

A letter from February 19th, 2018

Feb 19, 2018 Mar 19, 2025

Epilogue

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I guess I just need to vent. Today has felt weirder than usual. I've lost my drive to do anything. I know that I have work to get done, work I want to get done, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I started crying today, just out of the blue. And you know that I don't just start crying. These past few weeks I've felt strange. Never truly happy, but never sad. Just kinda numb. I plan for this to get to you by the time you're well into college, do you have friends? I mean, I do, but it doesn't feel right, no one I can call my best friend, just people that I've attached myself to. I feel clingy, I feel as if all of the people I would consider to be my friends would rather be with someone else and the people that want to be around me act like they're still second graders. I know, the hard life of a Seventh-grader. Anyway, I gotta go now. Have to get some real work done. -Sincerely Me

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Hey kid,

I gotta be honest, you're never gonna get over that procrastination habit. I know right now, that's not what's happening with you. I think this is probably the...

Rifst ory'ue meit psresideon eixneiprecng llraye. Ti on aeftr s,eary uyo in thi svene itl'l era xent tth,a fof adn i eegtotrh rof eht dan ouy. Eth es,primo endo krwo nda lwle uoy i get bt,u ndeo, uoy ti egt. Nad i iths tnio ti nwo, am i atbuo gr,hit ouer'y yuo rdtsssee elleogc ellw rae ahtw anc mermerbe in mtnemo tno os si. For caliso i nca or mhta ruse, sehoimtng y,raceilt bpyaolbr ton nma,eiig tusidse. Pu cxeaytl eyuro' erwhe ssuepdpo be edn to ouy rttsu,. .
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,esy i itneusqo endrifs vhae sa ouyr - to. Neoudwl,fr ucrilodisu, gnzaai,m ahve esnrfid iil,hrosua i igruitainfn. Gym eryve og ew ,nsgrionm tea su het einrnd in eht smoe ih,tng hretgtoe to of. Dnruoa i that me and um,te vhea ew ot a 'dton caohrpgut dna esdiin i ot yhte nwta ytaluacl wrroy ehav aryler kjseo,. A er,ya msohot anc hta'sn hte ylon hist fi ew ti redi uoy t,i ehlow bvleeie and ebne nwod wya tme. Fi ym wtan nhtose treytp het you ,(sey weke utthr, frdnie ptseu lal 'ive neeb e)sbt tebs whit. Lalyacut vi'e ivoiadng hr,e eebn. To to ttha who ytgirn pesnrdo timgh 'mi nieamig yuo. Rebmemre lsesneioln fo fcpisseic mrrbeeem hte ghhout ntac' rgith ouyr won, i od ielf i eht. To how ekil to were ew su eeeprdtas awnt ese i uadnor ynoaen ebmmrree s,u to fro us,. Pyar r,fo laner think sryae uyo liwl ierihordf tinhg oen wludo ypdare rfo i and uoy hatt eb avhe rof, teh ot idiavgno mi'. A ehav eth i ,psredhsiinf ttha utb os 'im redriwo nto to si it ongsrt thta neo urin i?t roghu patch sipedfr,nhi ngoig ont peolmcylte of ebyuat even, is. Ash ,oyka noge i go gnona be oknw oh,rhtgu dan ytgvrhniee me athgtu ,hgruhto eoyv'u lwli taht 'tsi. .
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Eth hatsrgit hwti fo uoy aseyr dlea nsvee ni ;pu era gogin ot extn be olt htsi i'll a. Cuhm ist' s,cuk onang so kcus onang i'ts. Onang eth ryoue' so whhci ctteerrsp,o leas,nsufw ibegrg ythe ni of dorspie ufn eems in tbu het betnwee tnhe od metmno ehva chmu. (ehnt onencrtec ear amke flla to tuo nda cianstfat tem,h uyo goign ithw eetcnnroc wiht lod nwe htne )angia eson dnfsrie nda. Orf 'illt dais cnesse ,wssoh yoru to going eb tihw nda tsuj ot (dan as cehnga it, kasesrt dna etah eahv fo oyu 'sti go veah ees ehrye't yuo story,) tub ohrte, cah,asntp to to euryo' all hetm a ulocridsui aongn glo a eslmipsg 'ueyor oiggn orpm euyor' ecom itsnhg ot if oodg going no enve fo aech. Elfe w,on you ayw the iggno eernv psot yilrteen to euroy' htirg otn fleengi. Ubt ot awzoo eth up ot y,ou ti i e'wve eaht tgo etxynai earkb. Alasyw aled gniasta be owh aiinaorlrt reeth utdob eht shutt,hog is to lerna iatanolr to ew tub it, iwth. Tub. Noe,la enver tno eaonl orue'y eour'y. Buato a aktl hiwt nto ear to 'yeruo itagnnw nsoeeom fro you ngsfiele drnube. Wnok ,me all taerf w't,no uor'ey yuo i. Ub,t tath wllniig fde,nrsi ra,len tuer stelin en,dfsir rea me,ti ot lswaay lilw ni yuo. .
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Ot lepoep oucld ohw ta"c sure etll woh ihsw peracaeitp het 'im otn sdr"rega utb siltl i oyu re,a hetm wyyana i kiel tehe'yr oedsnc. Your ekep miage haev ni etsoihgnm fo ofr oninglg adeh ntca' oyu oyu teh. Oiermps, as is aryilte erven ealspnta i. Otseh ouy ese eeivperc fenidr otn sholo,c thye htat doranu sa sa rea groups cllyiid oyu. Somt eb ,catf skuc to anrudo in fo htem. Geiv lsyuefro naht ,unf raf rfa creitd for uoy oerm eorm reve ear yuo ngttni,risee.
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Eaonbuvll hinkt thta e'oury ouy wno i onkw grith. 'ueoyr otn. Htat ,yuo efrta somec eeryv of uoy sirnove i levo dna i levo. Form uobta esam ullf - 'im nutil i hte worknig of eht yaers eth nda be eht lliw eht itngh ,luatd llsh'e reh su wno asy nvees mo,wan ,em mes'. Tge to,o ehre il'l os hvae ,deno i i okwr nde semo it gatot. .
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,ya ikd love. For yoak ctaf a uryoe' eb ngaon i tath nwok.
Uuretf - yuo.

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