A letter from April 27th, 2020

hello me do you still think about him do u still talk to him do you want to i just wanna know if in 5 years you still have him running through your head or if at 27 you have finally forgotten the boy that made u so alive did anything happen between you did u move to london and reconnect did u move and say nothing at all, did he move abroad to teach english like he said? did u move at all are u with someone else do they make u feel like u felt when u were with him do they make u feel better? i just wonder where he is you know, do we talk, how long has it been, is now the time? it'll have been 6 years since ur first date today u kno, 6 years since spoons and kelseys and dragging him to costa and making out with him outside the train station and taking him home and feeling absolutely fine abt that bcos u finally felt safe and happy having *** again hope ur good, hope this doesnt spark something bad, he wasnt a bad thing and i hope you remember that, he was an important step