How did the book turn out?

Dear FutureMe, How did the book turn out? I certainly hope it turned out as well as I hoped. It kept me awake for hours just thinking about everything I wanted in it. War, corruption, lust for power, descrimination, *****/destruction, weapons of mass destruction, betrayal..., yet compassion, care, charity, respect, and last but not least, good triumphing over evil. I'm curious, even after writing the book (If you even ever did) Do you still stay awake thinking about it? The imaginary world that I am dying to express, do you finally fell like you actually finished it? I hope you don't receive this email and think "Oh I gave up that dream" I just want you to remember, how STRONGLY you felt about this, how worried you were because every year that went by someone was going to write this story without you. How amazed you were that a story like this had never been written in the thousands of years we have been writing, no one has written anything close. All the brilliant minds of the world that failed to write what you (I) want to write down. Maybe how you feel like this story will actually make sense to enough people to hopefully change there mindset on politics/government.... and how afraid you are that everyone will just think of it as "Just a good story".