Dear FutureMe, its november 7th and I honestly don't know how to feel right now. I hate myself and honestly i kinda want to die but i don't know. I don't even know if you'll get this letter when its 2024 and you're 20. Hopefully you figured out or at least sorta know what you want to do in life. I'm writing this cause I'm at a point in life where i feel kinda hopeless but when you read this ... I hope u smile.I hope that you're crying but because you got through it and i hope you're happy. Im crying right now but you already knew that. I know a lot of things had changed in those 4 years. Like friends,family but you mostly. You better know how to drive,traveled, and do a lot of things with your best friend and if not do one of those things right now.Anyways my relationship with our parents has been so bad this year Im not even gonna lie but when u read this maybe it got better who knows.There's so many things i want to write about today but i rather not. I don't want to ruin your mood whenever you're reading this.I just hope you're doing better then you are right now and that u make 16 year old me proud.
Epilogue
2 days later
Dear past Me, Its november 7th 2024.....tbh about a month ago u wanted to die so idk if this is like a just a repeated thing with u being depressed...
Ta onw adn uyr'eo alest all tbu lphe ittggne. A on uyo dan ru lwel wno ekew istolgnegcoy oury see adn stpcholsgiyo aws go a ytsiphiatrcs sa seneig xtne wnte to a. . . . Of otla corodst os olat. See abd hsti igthn a n'otd i ubt tbh as. Pehl yan revne elar uyo dah. . It tub i nlog enrve thb uessg eitm a koto tis hnte eerbtt alte. Eben rspndoseei on mlogyo oeruy' not dan eracl msed ddah and eerobf wnogkri nad as esfle well eadh ist sa ruoy ceins orf. Oals oyu lilfyna doasdengi adhd ofr otg. Uoy tbu nca aefc vei slwyaa ewre ltfe ni eyh iekl ttah bnige eefl rcdaiatm urb talase dame it ortcsod mtacarid lwyaas hatt utb in eikl saw i it u mdbu eignb wonnk u. I vei hatt etfl lefes sntw'a alwsay yb yvrenoee tiaaddlveni nwo it enic tbu eebn iekl it naodru em. Antw oarst i onwk do wtha i awyansy to. Escua tceh grith ni eb to stju my i hnet wtna tge a reusup sbhbeio lpeca doog nda ojb nclfiaain toher ti mnae a betret i inot flee to own. Tath os sthree. . Cgdnhea laso alot inhgst ahs of. Sola oyu yamn ekil fifty telf met so sit oepelp lpopee iftyf nwe utb. . . . Ups oruy konw uoy tub ogt ruhog hcum taol otaiheinrpsl twhi woh nebe it to tiwh nsiec hobt im bertte of ihts that oury nrtpsae so i dan sha nikth esonrmow(d nmtoh wiht sseug owds)n ): i idevr apyph atsp. Not'd my htrguoh egnmaii kitnh mood opepel u hatn so you olt u i hmuc, i evre acseu gald im ldcuo wkno hrtguoh tub codul omre a ti got nuir twen. Tbu fo u eb noggi iglinv em nad trohghu wkon hte onkw wetn ntvrieehgy turhgho u i upord fo tdpiees yb hdpiasrsh esloufyr if ndto' i'm lal for wuold :) i u ouprd. Ihhreg ldo etg and y0sr2 nda ot hcum irthg pu doelr ot eivl lwil nwo pstxnetcoeia kwor oyur girheh go het i 'mi nad.
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