A letter from February 5th, 2021

Tmhs traef or tbi ptspeod ihts teetrl eikl a itwtenr i ilttel was. Yse sloeo i hiwtg,e igweh duse did ewigh keil 106 nda i 410 ,nwo eikl i cuaallty to. Ieeecxsr eikl doog, amtth,tase no otl smiw a eht mi omr,e bc ytsolm i zcyar sti ochosl. Eb doulw tneevhs nad ppayh ouy so me adrge sxtih wdlou ,yhpap eb. It i m,aet no anaadir eht ,i het ,em tfca mead. Aalwys so own, btu dgoo asw ewstols at oidng steem eth oen teh of i mi. Itgnh bf adn hte. 0221 bc raey steg no ni eovr be hte arlet leik wlel laauipn eh wthi l'youl keul. . . Ikr. Ru dna ethn irioaplsen,th ronuad dmeceebr ,ndaa attsr fr klei rf rftis yuo ailrenisohpt eikl uoy swa ,eilk nikigl egt ecdee,ptx iont toecorb it ethn in tbu. 0222, imh i unej bkear ubt hwit akreb etnh pu ew up ni. Bcka htwi tetgehro ewske ujl,y utb bkera ethn ganai tneh tge 2 ihm pu keli in we leart ubt. Atht i abd hvae oden feel to dtuh'nslo ,him siltl i. A hn,a i js ,oysrr emosimste neeb ,fg 'ehs olu'tshdn awnan inef i ot opalsiego hvea yaprpc ubt ,hmi yngais. You ndot teh tullaayc asyaynw liedk aadn lhwei sean ihwt u gielfsen you lkei erwe uchm hatt nhte dana bc easn is ear lryl adn rngogiw eon u rkeab iwhch tihw soneras up mhi rfo fo. Esna sih ighh gf uoy esewk on fo tfsri ot 2 tsaugu hte oohscl feart ydah 2,5 skas be hent elik. Dipcke os dya that pu wsa nlaia em odog,. E,ochl alani ghtohru and rifndes mte nad linaa ur dna th8 nsae abeialml litls hwo athst nada iwht but ni yugs oh nhte sebt u emt aey htohgur amllieba you. Met asen ,ristse ur nyaywsa and ratnpes ,orrtehb eay. Tshgin heets rtotpe aydlpe nad iwi ,ouy lla twcheda he prso,ts nda ahyrr ,aorim iwth tusj nceda,. Ew in brrufaye enht tbu up orkeb. Yea. Rkeob pu he with uoy. Mi nsgaech carp a klie js all gnitgte n,oeg tub nagia lkie het wk,ee tthugho over do wnnaa ab i notw tndo' so gtnurhi atht ttha its it of btu js it mih ttelil lefes aerht aemks htru a ru stlli lyho is woh msht rkis i ikel eb otday ucm,h em and oevr eseoomn nda ti sj oyur nda evwi will rendela lal that fo ttha aagni, ttah yuo htere nad sda him bene eiglvan aws. Sj aesn nweh but entw rhuhcc i js i i i sels it is iekl rmeo actecped or icdre eilk to salo snae cerid to nyasdu sdunay it ceicdkl t,aht nad fmro sj nhte bfe lkie a,tuaryds 26 fidrya. Xe na. An odl dnerfi. Na tesb rniefd odl. Ro reifdns dog eedcdid ton be heewhrt ubt wt,v ppehnsa or dan that lwli we cna lltsi. Nr sa bf no rn, but eay, fo ,no. Lpigann ti ont osno nad on. Remo bit up 'as ngiog you sestmree slhooc a 6 1 with ednde suocf mi lsat sj d adn ot no. Felplouhy d w/ wthi hsti hte esma s'a in aupgh a btu hte ni 6 mteeesrs b and you leyupholf hugap ned but 'tnod. I anc yawsyan boker e,ymdaca sj ikle hte ys,a ujunsvte ig onw ab ouy. Been lcdnu'ot itwh lkie i in ik lsoa so aey, ers,entit i ky ofollw dwveul'o ylrl rhhutog i oovedrjye didn't uyo i ti otsl fi aws play ,ti. I i hd'nat otneiucnd it for i thsm iegbgst sgiwmmni, a ym sa rheto adh heiwl oend tbu arm,ed tdsenia napsl, asid feli swa. To yae im ubt atme unrdgi uemrms eth teh and iinnktgh wnalrko ngogi ba gana,i. Idrte i tuo rof i ahve mnigeaid het d'tolnwu klie etam envre cocers. T'ddin aye mea,t adn eth simw i sj ddi i yrll. Ghuthot yuo on wsmi it htta ta tiem ekil tpryte ab sit ,mind aye dha nwo, y,ae ,elki sj hwo sj utb razcy tfle danik a,tme ru. Gdsrea godo teh edn fo fro 7ht reew ryetpt ur. Own ht8 eagdr. . . Tah,t efditrnef ttha a oyrst si. Uyo a dah 1. 83. . . Oosoo dab ti agp 38 nnotpeo-i a saw eilk. Pu 3 tetngig akbc up i eht ti to but ddnee hent. Thsms. Rn ym egsrad. Hatt i are ays dolwu i oogd, js 89 to teg lylr ened. Effd eb pga btu saw i ermnub hnoors if 50 uoldw 1 i asty and smae btu w in hleigsn i rn het i #0+02 nto im say otp ,godo tmhs uocdl 7 garde up my eht avhe in cluod hte. Rlyl thta ehop i rfo eflmys. Fi kwon em dru,po you who ouy rlaleytnin sj i rn, ym i ewkn ouy fi acemsthvnei elnmatyl was by nto or ubt wsa eb woudl. Less,acs nmcyoumti rnoosh and ot iengb ho,socl steb slitl lte hghi ecohl hitw nda dsfnire olve nlgrenai g,o ,iwsm uor,hs ap. Onkw oh ehr ab unn ceiall ntd'o we eay dan. Adn no. Teh htegrnaree tno fro ti eofgrtont ,tarlve pu seav i hda i ab ddi caayllu. My eth nad of ffo reotgfotn dluoc olsylw emna inthg smtyol ti dinm so i eceabus adh venre teh efdda i liek mbeeerrm. 15 retlte eilk 61 htat sj lryl nigeb raey, wntrigi gritnnu deftrfein dan 13 ttha ewnh noigg dwrie elef wsa be 61 i im ima noso tis eb aws dsetno i this ot. Utjs acrzy tis. On iniglv i 2-3 dan and poeeru tnwa ni rtefa seayr ilslt lehoc so iptr istll em sti roueep like ybdla to og ahev su ot esy rfo ttah isltl guh ethtgero. Em rewa nto and i ktea listl rftis os asmsk henw eandtma eman peloep elki liek notd' nto lkei leki btu wdlro hety smeo i thoer ni the fssf ffo aey, nad yrjomita m,ask ekil amyn opeelp did het eh, the ryll edlitlf oth nto tsi ontd' htis oidvc smka ym raye i eoclh saskm iekl did aewr. I qien,uc hte dtind' no gte htniong. Evne agnyis and to me tsaht i'dntd anptocari i atlk frmo it, tgo acek imma a 15. Yae dna wne ogt i sltehoc i anme. I it atcpriec swa nkthi hda ar,l i. Ti mi byad na d,id was eypttr seru ko i. Selsaa ho emac eaasls nr, dan yae vero no ayfrid tlgnia eltf tsadey yeral dna ot ryhutdas ru atsarudy unasyd. Aws ta ehmt hte gsiinng ruo t,ou imam hewn ew etbuouy ot on ym iecn adn 9 pm nda nvee tv vwha erwe bluibaa umsci ewre tai ikle rofm sheatr hte vero esoheewmr nad lsnioac yaledp ti. So bbmo ew ippa wsa ts reodhdaosd nda mf ,ofdo rokw sm ew leon,a reew ms ta asw dan sm heom ehtn. We tnpeamtar to an oedmv. To is pr,tety iekl teh ubt tis tsi efil /ow otn and tis i btes ot teh htm,s udse ti dfef otg hanyt alslm house id,k pcmedaor. I hes tiem ehr ywalsa henw adn ltsle sm ftfsu mkile wno revo rey,as i verye hen,t 2 w,on emro hes me leik lsaomt tell nebe hre msis dna unf, csmeo sdnpe eh,r tis its i itwh. Got ,odog i its reetbt tihw lnrtehpaisio ekil my ergw hwo dietnefyli i pu js nad ikle erh. Sj ilek og rfmo unf oerheswme arylel or ielk ew imma laknigt crpa ro ba r,he sti eta eepcas phesl tmsh she like eevrihnytg htiw adn eppelo em dan newh ot. Ahtt it nad nfu ot glubrotinn htwi wlli adn obwysree erevn her deadet,rh mdo aws ew and obab ilke da,y erh i sj ziapz cneo, got ewnt rteogf hse sm eikl. My fro nhkit 1th4 i lra be elh'ls h15t ym eehtir hes my ubt hrtee its abyd snt'wa t6h1 fro or 'dnot etrhe. Ahstt aynysaw ayre adutpe a it, 2 httas. Gte ghih or ti icodv hgniatny ohlos,c or ot ur uowdl ilke two a thta ydo'u lltis ycarz, bf ni tno or eknw ikel ro neisrfd eb asw nvdareeg rwthehe gonig anngo idnm dna tasth ohcel ky neerv or ru ikel e,pnpah oyu tath who yerv tis wsn'at ouy. Zcary the ist who tasht utb yk furetu si. Im nah adn em, imh fi then hyw iuekyt ik 'tcna jpp,j or fco ctn'a ,em a hwy awnt ,me is i depumd he ese i hmi or see wenrod mf eh yse hihwc nwta. Hmnayo yaywasn bye. Gyenour 2 gao fmor ahnmoy aeyrs.
Ni onw 2032 ehvsnet im cahmr hte derga wbt ntinsh nhyaom fomr. :).