A letter from Sep 30th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, You are better now, you've been through a lot and you're no longer afraid to be alone. You're worth something and you're going to pursue your dreams. You're busy, fatigued but progressing. Moving forward. You're alive you're no longer stuck and you're happy with yourself. You made it. It took 24 years but you did it. The first step out of the misery that exist only in your head. I'm happy to tell you it's gone. You beat it. It no longer controls you and I am happy that where I am now is not where you are and will be. Love your friends because they deserve to be loved, not because you need them around. Appreciate the moments and times when you were begging for affection, begging to be loved, begging not to be left behind. Appreciate them and then let them go. You're not that person anymore. You're now being the person you were destined to be and no person in the world can be more proud for you than I do.