A letter from Nov 9th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hah. Where do i start. Lifes pretty much shit right now. Ive hurt alot of people recently. Including myself. But i dont think ive changed for worse. Ive had alot of fun. Just part of growing up i guess. I still dont know what i want to do. Emt sounds cool. Im going on and on because im distracting myself from talking about her. Sarah. My love. We went through alot. We are over now and i said alot of things that i really regret. But she also said things that really hurt me. Shes with someone new. Sucks that its not me. I wish i could have kept us together. But more than that, if you see this, you can move on. Youre a good guy. You are and island for alot of people and i hope that doesnt change. Be the man sarah didnt see in you. Make smart choices. You better have a damn car too. And for gods sake, save some money. Holy, youre so bad at that. Be safe man. Youre strong, smart, and so much more. Most importantly, you know you can love with your whole heart. I hope youve met someone. Little weird but i love you man. Cant wait to see who you become