A letter from Nov 30th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Your birthday is coming up. A lot of things happened these past few months, you're emotionally, physically, and mentally broken. But I won't deny the fact that you're strong, you're a strong person. You manage to deal with all of those circumstances that you faced. You're hurt and broken yet you manage to pick yourself and put it into pieces. I love and adore how you've come so far, from a weak and toxic girl to somehow a better version of you. In 10 days you'll be 16, and you don't have any plans yet. OHHH! you know to play guitar and ukulele na. You named your ukulele Bean Kian while you named your guitar grandpa Nor. You're actually doin' great. Christian came back to your life, wow, the guy that you always wish to the stars to come back is already here, he's back. You guys having fun na actually. Promise me that you'll never punch him ever again, okay? Love and protect him all of the time. Your other friends came back as well, you met new people and friends. You and Ysah are still strong. She's someone that you promised to love, protect, support, and be there for her 'coz you don't want her to feel that she's forgotten anymore. You're still making bawi to her but you know, she's the best person that you ever met, she's very understanding and she's a great companion. You'll regret if you ever let her again. Hmm, Emi? well you're still fvcking in love with them, you're too *** to unlove and let the them go. You fvcking wrote 4 songs for them, you're fvcckiing whippped for them. I bet that you'll cringe when you heard them, if you really did, come here and imma beat your *** up! Those songs are fvcking *chef's kiss* you poured your heart there. I hope Emi knew that those songs are about them. I'll buy you and treat you ice cream and cake if you're going to tell me that you '****' ended up to each other (coz here, its quite impossible for them to like you back) But yeah, just tell me if you did or not. Hey, I love you, and I will always will. Always protect your heart, mind, emotion, yourself 'coz no one will but you. Take care there! Take care of inay, tatay, and ate. Tell them that I love them so much. Tell them how I love them more than my life. *Kiss* give this to them and to lola, please tell lola that I love her so much and (Me, your past self) promise her that I will be successful and treat her what ever she wants. Tell her that I will give her bunch of money every pay day. I'll buy her plants and land 'coz that's what she likes. Tell everyone that I love them. Tell bright and win that I love them with all my heart, and I'll make sure to love them forever. I'll make sure to shower them with love and support. Tell Mama ligaya, tita hholz, and tito tanz that I love them and I am grateful for the friendship that we have right now. Send my love to Arche and Mond, they are your special friends that accepted you and made you the happiest person now. Lastly, to the person that always been there for you, been there when you needed him the most, always there for you to lean on and show your craziness, he's you're kuya Prynze. Promise me that you'll always there for him, okay? He's always there for you when you need someone, and its time to give back. Always love and support him. He's you're one and only kuya diba? He's not only a friends but a family as well. He's the one that you always ask when you're lost and confused. Tell him that I love him forever and he'll always be our greatest kuya. Advance happy birthday! I love you, okay? Always remember that.