A letter from Feb 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi, i just wanted to know, how are you? how's lifes going? are you stable? i entered 2023 hoping for my stability. i hope everything is okay for you there. it's me 2 years ago. i just want to share something. today 2 years ago, i think i'm in my darkest time now. it's about my job, mom, life ahead and all. there is this new policy about honorary employee, which is i am now. they said next year in 2024 there will be no honorary employee anymore. how so unsure things ahead, and now my life is so full of me being worried all the time for what is going to happen later to my life. do i still be here? do i still gonna work here? i'm worried mostly about financial. i once think about applying somewhere else someday, because of the uncertainties, how about doing something else instead, starting from now. and these days, where i have this little bit doubts with faith and everything. i still gonna put all of my faith into this. i know God is with me, and i know with Him i can walk through this circumstances. with Him i can do all things. i believe everything that happend is good he made.

Epilogue

2 months later

hi, i'm still here. all i can say is keep believe guys. keep do every positive thing you can do. they will not go in vain,...

Sturt me. Will roedpiv god.
Isghnt nsew good dna oodg guys. Litsl teh in rsaey owt emsa mi' gao i aws jbo. Lwil ranoryho su hte owdn edphanpe nesd'ot in tboau ta urmuro bdlay "emyloeep rof 0224 all "teh og shngti. Ofr aurnltgioe eth si hagnincg ogdo. To yb and nde llfu tyr yppla a cied by dna tneoevnmrg hte fo elmpeietdmn the yeemeolp imet eth i ofr 4022 nigmoebc eht olrl. It idd i dna. Desasp thkan i hte god ,estt. Atht traqeur eth itwh fo we ear seudhceld eb 2205, sith fsrti ni edgrtiaanuu and arey ot. We nad ewn tbtttu, nmoegetnvr syald ti who opnspdoet gto ti to to ehva rlsue pingdtaa nda edu ist to. Croboet lilw 6220 but enth riitnunaagou yrae hte tath ot the ew het norvtneemg aveh naehpp eyth eefl and tish ot eppanh dais eth eht dseto'n harmc inuuaatnriog ayer eaitlurgno twia in tfisr paphy htta ceandva *isgh etim ni horanet tefra os nyeeorev orf eirtcfy. Btu i ndhsa tpu naicfnayli itsll atwn avhe in fro hatt seman lyifma by nda gsod' etraf i gitfh to ym ynireetghv tsju veyhinertg to. Konw i estb eh me ahtt wah'st rof esubeac ksnwo wyasal.
.
All iwll ym tghfi yaw traxe ym illw nkwo i tath at aeys ot lackb inhtsg mero nto o,dg o,nmde ulohhgat het i oanlg hsti eth etmi dan haev eb come. Sthi saps i kow,n hasll too.
.
Ooxx.