A letter from Mar 08, 2023

Dear FutureMe, It is a day of great sadness for you. You have just discovered that your beloved boyfriend had cheated on you. You don't know what to think and you're trying to push the tears away. So many tears you have pushed that now they all gathered up and created an immersing pain all around your head. But dear, you are not even thinking about the pain in your head as much as there is pain in your heart. A sinking pain that you have felt before but has never been so powerful, so heavy. It was like yesterday when you two were happy. Going out for dinners or just spending time together cuddling in your bed, staying downstairs laughing and joking with your family...It was as if he was the one. And after all this you are still thinking of forgiving him; letting him inside your pure heart that you have offered to him in the kindest way possible. He was good to you. That is why your trust has been shattered and won't be able to reappear for many future partners. People can put on a lot of masks, charm you with their empty words, yet you have to know and understand that anything can be deceiving. Trust no one but show that you do. This is the only way you can survive. Because people will hurt you, they will try to tear you down like a wrapping paper so they can get the gift that lies underneath. And that is your kindness, and your warmth. I am sitting writing this at 2:24 am. I feel nothing but an emptiness with its nucleus in my chest and it spreads out throughout my body. I can feel it everywhere, my chest, legs, head, and I can even feel the pain in my fingers. This is how much I loved him and this is how much I suffer after what he has done to me. My heart is growing darker and colder and I want you to know that this is the best thing it could ever happen to you, Daiana. As many people will try and hurt you, you will be able to face any enemy without getting hurt, you will be able to move mountains and grow as a person. This will be a tough process, and it will not be easy, but I want you to be stronger wherever life may take you and ensure this never happens again. I am still sitting here, crying and writing at 2:30 am... But you can make a difference. Save yourself, save us!