A letter from July 28th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Heyy, i hope your having a wonderful day, yes its been six months already, i hope you did your best in school and pls tell me that your still with your first bf, i hope were still together. And i hope your doing great at school, i really hope your still the top 1 in class. If you aren't im very dissapointed at myself at the same time i feel relieved. Please take care of yourself, i hope you stopped doing self harm, because of depression. My self, you've been through alot even at a young age, yes when you are only 6 f*cking yrs old you started thinking about suicide because of family problems.. you started doing self harm when you were 11 because of fake friends and backstabber, but however yall became great friends!. Yes... You were only 1 month old when everything started falling to place. But i hope your healing now.. please if you have a problem right now just cry it all out, its fine to never feel yourself sometimes, its fine if everything doesn't go according to plan, that's just life. Always remember to stay close to god ok?, He is always here for you. Yes i know its been 8 freaking yrs that your still mad about your dad, the man who was first made you felt loved but also the first one to broke your heart, he doesn't deserve to be forgiven. ill never forgive him, i hate him with my every breath, he doesn't deserve the world hes the worst father ever. Dont let him feel your love Ok? He doesn't deserve it, just take your revenge from him, make him taste his own medicine, he deserves to suffer. Also your step sister, always take care of her and treat her like your sister, just like your lil sister E ok? Both of your sibling deserves love because they didn't know what happened that day. Always love your mom, she deserves the world. Also your aunt and uncle from manila? They dont deserve your presence.just take a bit revenge from them. Yes all your life you've been the misunderstood, bad, lonely child, thats why they deserve to feel the pain you've been through. Always focus on your goal dont let anyone distract you, self. You deserve the world because all you've been through is pain, suffer, lose everything because of your kindness, to those who hated and doesn't care about you, they dont deserve every bit of your personality. I know deep inside you have a good heart🫶🏻. Those revenge aren't called being selfish, they deserved it. Now go keep your eyes on the prize and get back to fight, i know you can do it, keep up the good work self🫶🏻