A letter from Jun 17, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hi. I wonder how you are doing. ****** died today and I can’t take it. He was the best dog ever. I loved him so much. It’s like nobody else cares he’s gone too. My brothers weren’t sad at all. But I cried for hours. It’s just not fair that horrible people get to live for 80 years while wonderful, loving, and innocent dogs only get to live till 15 years IF they are lucky. ****** died at 13… On June 17th 2024… I miss him like crazy.. I love you ****** so much. WAY more than you knew. I will think about you every day. Its not fair at all. Gosh I wish you were still alive. You were my everything. My happiness, my heart, my soul, and my life. I hope we get reunited in heaven. I will never let you go again… Promise. I hope you have the best time up there. Know that I love you and will think of you all the time. Words cannot express how sad I am right now. I keep trying to distract myself but it doesn’t work. I don’t even know how to go on with my life. Especially because everyday I have to see Boss and he will just remind me of you. You were more than just a dog, you were the greatest thing thats ever happened to me. And to think just this morning I was waiting one of these asking if ****** made it to his 14th birthday… Well now I know. You didn’t… But guess what. I ordered a bracelet that has a picture of us and you can look inside and see the picture. I will wear it everyday. Also Im going to become a pilot like Ive always talked about for both of us. You liked traveling. So did I. I love you ****** and I know that just because I can’t see you, doesn’t mean that you aren’t there in spirit and in my heart. I love you ******!!! ❤️😭 P.S. Have a wonderful life in heaven and I hope to see you up there one day so we can be reunited. I love you so much 😭 P.S. I’m sending this to your birthday so I can see how I’m feeling then. I wish you made it to 14 with me. We were the same age and now I have to continue while you can’t come with me. It hurts, It really fricking hurts. Feels like my heart is being ripped to shreds. Like a piece of me is dying. You were the most important piece. You lived a good life. Better than most dogs. I’ll try to just think of our happiest moments together but it’s hard to not think of the fact that you’re gone. I just really miss you and its sad knowing you aren’t coming back. You never will. I really prayed that you would make it to 14 and we could be the same age one last time but some times it just doesn’t work out the way we want it and that’s okay . We have to make the most of what we can. I love you ****** 🩷❤️😭💧