Dear Future Me......

i have just started my third week of full time work at my internship. while it is such an achievement that i have been on a full time contract it can be exhausting, regardless i am so grateful the opportunity to work in an area i never thought i would be able to work in. while i may be counting the weeks of full time work, i am also counting down the weeks to be finally complete with my masters degree. althought a masters is something so important, it is end of the day an education which takes lots of work and patience to complete. while i have learnt so much through my degree i would be lying to say i enjoy learning something like i have, its such a painful chore to do. but only 3 months to go, or 12 weeks, but whos actually counting. in 11 days time it will be my first year of learning the accordion. the greatest thing aside from practice that i have done is record monthly and i look back on this month but in 2020 which i could not play and basses or cords in time. but hey the goal is far from complete there is so much to learn, but i am heading in the right direction. im currently looking to upgrade my accordion, with good reason. im currenlty learning a song and my fingers are too big for my accordion and i keep making the same mistake, but i understand why im making the mistake. while things are looking on the up, i do need to expand my friendship circle, its something i a feel emotional drained by hanging out with people who cant take there finger out of there asshole to do something and make something of them selfes. so thats something i am looking forward to. something my soul feels famished is for radio. thats why i want my next tattoo to be a radio. my major goals for this year are completing my masters degree and hopefully securing full time contract at my internship company, or somewhere else that offers me a full time contract. i love learning the accordion even thought i can hardly play anything good, but my goal is to finish my green accordion and play something cheerful that can take me to another planet. end of the day i just want to be able to play something beautiful to listen to, who knows maybe this time next year i will know a few songs. keep driven and stay hungry success comes those who work there arses off, be humble but go crazy on the accordion. i cant wait to see what this year holds. as much i would like to be in a relationship i think work and the accrodion are far more important and thats what keeps me grounded and motivated. till the next year samo sviraj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!