Dear Future Me......

You did good. Your baby survived. She was an extreme prem but look at her now, healthy and thriving. Let go of the guilt, your body got her to the stage where she was going to be okay - and she is. Mum guilt is a forever thing, so let go of this reason and focus on the normal mundane reasons to feel guilty. You are a great mum, look at the way your daughter loves and looks at you... a forever fan girl and your mini you. Be proud. Love her forever and remember that God blessed you with this magical little girl, don't go back to focusing on your career when you have the been given this gift of motherhood. She won't need you forever. Love yourself too, you are strong, intelligent and bloody beautiful!!